The Army, Here i come!

I recieved a couple of letters recently. Letters i've been anxiously waiting for for the past few months. SO the first letter stated the time and date my freedom would be taken away from me. The day supposedly would officially make me a son of Singapore. That day would be September the 10th and that time would be 11.30pm. Well, somewhat before i recieved this letter, i was so super hyped about that day but now i'm having mixed feelings about it. I was wondering if its gonna be pure hell or not. But i know somewhat i can make it cos its no big deal. I think. Well another letter i received marks my journey after i serve the country, i got into a local uni doing the same course i did in poly. Got a direct admission to second year. Yes, good thing but u gotta look at both sides of the coin. Getting straight into second year means, more stress, i hafta revise my stuff ahead of time. Well, i know its gonna be tough but i'll make it worthwhile. Not gonna mess around anymore. This is my future in my own hands and only I can mess my future up. Well, been feeling kinda pissed off and confused lately. Been thinking too much like i've always been doing. I think i messed my fkin brains up. I feel ugghh....i got no no words to describe this. Every morning i wake up, i would like have this 2 mins thought of how i wanted things to be in my life but somehow didnt happen. Well, i didn't make it happen so i have only myself to blame. But heck i know its gonna be better in years to come. So think positive Faizal. Just look ahead. Don't turn back.

Here's a song i found on youtube. Cool song. Loving it.