Nutshell.

We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home

Oooh...Oooh...
Oooh...Oooh...

My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead

Oooh...Oooh...
Oooh...Oooh...

This is one of the best songs to listen to when u feel down. But i don't recommend this song to those who have suicidal thoughts cos this song is sure gonna make you go ahead with you suicide plans. Heh. But yeah each time i listen to this song, somehow i felt the pain and sadness Layne felt during his time of sorrow, sadness and malancholy. His struggles with his drug addictions and feeling like he has no one to turn to for help because the only person that could help himself was no other than the one he looks at everyday in the mirror.

What we could learn from this song is that you have to love yourself. Stay positive.

My Companion Through Thick and Thin

Today, i decided to give the life my companion deserves. She has always been there for me through the darkest pages of my life to the most ecstatic and joyful moments. I'm sorry for having no sense of remorse in the times i've abandoned u. Let's forget about the past and look forward to the future we would have together.

Her curvacious body, i never get sick of holding.

Her curls always keeps me on the edge.

I'm Kicking Myself

This Song Sums It All Up.

The Army, Here i come!

I recieved a couple of letters recently. Letters i've been anxiously waiting for for the past few months. SO the first letter stated the time and date my freedom would be taken away from me. The day supposedly would officially make me a son of Singapore. That day would be September the 10th and that time would be 11.30pm. Well, somewhat before i recieved this letter, i was so super hyped about that day but now i'm having mixed feelings about it. I was wondering if its gonna be pure hell or not. But i know somewhat i can make it cos its no big deal. I think. Well another letter i received marks my journey after i serve the country, i got into a local uni doing the same course i did in poly. Got a direct admission to second year. Yes, good thing but u gotta look at both sides of the coin. Getting straight into second year means, more stress, i hafta revise my stuff ahead of time. Well, i know its gonna be tough but i'll make it worthwhile. Not gonna mess around anymore. This is my future in my own hands and only I can mess my future up. Well, been feeling kinda pissed off and confused lately. Been thinking too much like i've always been doing. I think i messed my fkin brains up. I feel ugghh....i got no no words to describe this. Every morning i wake up, i would like have this 2 mins thought of how i wanted things to be in my life but somehow didnt happen. Well, i didn't make it happen so i have only myself to blame. But heck i know its gonna be better in years to come. So think positive Faizal. Just look ahead. Don't turn back.

Here's a song i found on youtube. Cool song. Loving it.